i have not taken any time to write in a while. of course, the three weeks i was OFF i did absolutely nothing mind provoking or productive.
school started again. and i'm frightened.
first three semesters, i had to do hard work. don't get me wrong. i was stressed the fuck out.
but now i'm actually preparing to be a, so called, "real person".
fuck. FUCK.
seems like i really, finally have no friends left anymore. har-de-har-har. i was waiting for this moment. hate to tell you fuckers that I TOLD YOU SO. the shit you're DIVING (not slowly crawling) into will KILL YOU. maybe you'll live to be 70, but your fun loving, adorable, charismatic personality is gone, long gone, POOF!!. sucks for you. too OLD to play that game.
i guess i'm being over dramatic once again. i have good friends, but they all have (good and very respectable) PRIORITIES, so i never see them. good people. i need good people around me. i wish we would all stop being so fucking stubborn and all grab each other and go to a fucking bon fire already.
I'm in washington d.c. for the 56th presidential inauguration. good riddance, george w. bush. great riddance, ignorant republicans i hate you all.
right now: i'm in a hotel room with my parents. awkwardly bored. my brother and his girl just left. bastards. i wish i had a source of entertainment. a puppy. a child. a drunk person. a really good movie. i suppose i could run about and take pictures but i don't know a thing about DC and it's far too dark. gah. another beer will do. oh no...
